Random Mine

Cogito Ergo Sum.. I think therefore I am.. No, I'm not trying to debate how wrong Descart was but rather dwell in thought that brought him to this conclusion. Here are my random thoughts which in turn proves to me that I do exist..

4/21/2003

In his timeLunch time!
I have little bit of time to write down what's in my mind before it fades away.
What I have to write might offend people but hey, it's my blog and if you don't like what I have to say? tough!
Through out my short but not too short life of past 26 years, I have never questioned the fact that I am a Christian. What makes me a Christian? When I was asked this years ago, I would simply return a blank look as if whoever that have asked the question ought to know just by looking at me. To me, being the follower of Christ was same as being born a Korean. It just was always that way.

Fast forward to today, and if anyone asks me what makes me a Christian, I can give multiple different answers. It no longer is a simple fact; well, it is but there are more to be said on the topic.
My most common start of a prayer is something like this. "Thank you father for everything that I am." What does this mean? I truly, from the bottom of my heart believe that my life and all of my fortunes have been the work of God. I know, some of you may roll your eyes and say "not another one!" but I must confess that I am glad to announce that I am who I am because my heavenly father have carried out his plans in his time.

"in his time" is the concept that have changed me over the years. In the past, in my childish ways, I have asked for thing I wanted or needed. I would get cranky and kept on asking for it to my parents and to God. As I matured, what I have discovered is that not everything I think I needed was really a necessity. My life is the testament to God's existence and power. Everything in my life has fallen into place just at the right time and with the perfect amount. Whenever I do become full of myself and start to believe in my abilities too much, everything will just disappear but once I realize that it wasn't my doing but rather God's plan, everything I have lost and more will be given back to me. Everything in my life is my testament.

So, do you still wanna ask me why I'm a Christian? Then please do ask and I will be full of joy to share this peace in my heart with you.

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