Last three days have passed by too quickly. I haven't really had the chance to sit quietly and think like I usually do on a weekend. Am I a better man because of all the feelings I went through over the course of the week? or are my confused feelings just a result of being too honest with myself? I know I want to be a better man and I have an idea how I will be or rather what/who will be my motivation for it.

Life deals out its cards and we are not always dealt the hand we wanted. Looking back in my life where I have gone through 3 very different relationships, I can only wonder, "what's next?"