I know I've been absent from my blog for about a week but too many things happening around me and within me. I guess I was a little tired of it all and a little scared what it may lead to if I wrote it down and tried to organize my thoughts. One thing I know is that I'm tired of all this. Something needs to happen because my life is slowly repeating itself without a hope of change. What change? Well, if I knew, I would have already changed it!